It dawns on me
That maybe I wasn’t sure I knew about feelings
Where they really come from
How they work
And whether we all really have them
I know that when someone says something I don’t like
It hurts
I know that when someone starts harassing me
I stop listening and walk away
But once I stop I ask myself
Why did I let him get away with hurting me?
I realize I’ve done nothing to call for the behavior
But somehow
I don’t really feel like doing anything about it
I’m passive at the moment
And feel powerless to change it
I know that when someone tells me that they love me
It brightens up my day
In fact I know it makes my heart beat at little faster
But in a good way
It gives me the power to go about my day
I know that when I feel love
I know love
And if I know love
I can share love
I know that love is the one thing
We all deserve to know and to feel
I know my heart is ready and willing
This is truly How Much I Feel©
Here’s to hoping that my heart will find what it’s looking for
How Much I Feel©
Copyright 2014
By Felina Silver Robinson