I quickly leave one class to head to another
Outside and in between buildings
I realize
I don’t really know where I’m going
Aides try to help me
But I lash out in frustration
No hands, No feet, Just Words
Words that hurt once heard
Words that cut my helper down
Words that I never mean
Words I wish I never said
Once calmed I regret everything that was said
I apologize but I feel like it meant nothing
Oh how I wish my brain worked the same as all the others
So I wouldn’t have to hear their painful words
Every time I say the wrong thing
Or when I say nothing at all
Oh What I would give to see them in my place
I’m just so “dazed and confused”
I sure wish I just knew what to do
Oh, here comes mom
She’s here to save my day, yet again
I chalk it all up to just another day in my world
Dazed and Confused©
The Voice of Autism
Copyright 2014
By Felina Silver Robinson