Many sleepless nights
My thoughts keep getting in the way
Flashes of my past
Of all those I’ve known
Those I’ve loved
Those who’ve helped raise me
Those who have taught me
Those who befriended me
Those who I’ve adored
All passing by me as I lay at rest
I can see their mouths moving
But I can’t hear their words
I’m so frustrated now I can’t even move
I try to follow them
But they keep disappearing
So I follow once more
It’s a vicious circle
With no end in sight
I wonder if I should just open my eyes
But then I fear the worst
That they will be…
Going, going, gone!
And I would be right back where I started
Alone
Without those I’ve loved
All passing by me
Going faster, and faster and faster
Until
There is no one left but me
Even lonelier
Than before
Going, Going, Gone!©
Copyright 2014-2018
By Felina Silver Robinson