Sometimes I find myself crying
There are moments that I thinks it’s for not
But then I think about everything that’s happened, not to me but to others.
A young teen kills his mother because she dared to tell him “no”. Unable to live with what he’d done he shoots himself hoping for a reunion.
A nurse who dedicated 35 years of her life treating cancer patients, dies alone of breast cancer.
A monther who fought her way back from alcohol addiction marries the love of her life and they both die in a car accident returning from their honeymoon and she was carrying their would be first child.
There are reasons that I find myself randomly crying. I just can’t fight the feeling of loneliness and dread. But then I remember, I’m not alone. You’re by my side. Holding me back. Fighting the temtation to leave before my time.
Now I sit, day by day, fighting for the happiness I know is due me.
The Silent Caller©
By Felina Silver Robinson