Fighting My Way Back©

Never did I stop to think that you might be lying to me. You would think to roll my heart into an unrecognizable ball and cast me out into the deepest ocean where the walls are high, and the sound runs more profound than the path to Mars. What do I know about the love of a man? A man who promised to love me, to know me through and through. There is no one telling me what to do as you ripped my heart in two. Thank you for allowing me to see your change. Everything is possible, even me loving you after you betrayed my love. Will we ever be able to get back to what we once were? The answer is fear will forever be known to me now as my heart has shut the door on what once was between us. You’ve stolen the faith I once knew; now, faith is an enemy within me. This should be a lesson to me. I will carry my story through the end of time, reminding me of the soul I allowed to steal my heart away from those I loved, darkening my desire to love another.

Grateful am I now as time has passed for being given the grace and ability to once again open my heart to those deserving. Now knowing that I am the key to my desires. I must open myself up and take a leap without blinders to the happiness I’ve always wanted remembering that we should never lose ourselves to another. We must retain our inner most desires.

Fighting My Way Back©

By Felina Silver

Copyright October 16, 2024